Hello! Just wanted to say Merry Christmas to everyone! My son, daughter, and I are doing fine. I hope everyone has a blessed holiday! :)
Haven't been on here in a while. I just feel like there is no hope anymore and that things are never gonna get better. My immediate family consists of myself, brother, and my mom. They are very distant and not very caring. I have many associates but no real close friends. An associate is kind of a hi and bye type of friend nothing like a close friend. That's what I long for but have not been able to find. I haven't had a real friend in years. I just want to feel happy again and not so sad. I think about my daughter who I am due to have any day now. I was with a man that I thought loved and cared for me. If I would have known he was just gonna run away and leave me I don't think I would have even went on with the pregnancy. Call me whatever you want! At this point I don't really care. I'm just fed up. Fed up with everything and everyone.
Only 4 more days and hopefully she will be here!!!
Hi! My name is Nicholle and I am a 27 year old single mother. I am mom to a beautiful 3 year old boy named William and am expecting my second child next month. I am having a girl. My current situation is not the best one but I am doing what I can to stay positive. I am a CNA but was working as a housekeeper at a local nursing home until that got to be too hard to do because of my pregnancy. So I let my job go in May of 2009 and have been receiving public assistance since then. My boyfriend recently left without any explanation and wont contact me or return my calls or messages so I am going through this alone. I love him a lot but I decided that I can't keep on putting up with all of this. He has basically been absent for my whole 9 months. When things were good he was around but when things got bad or if we were fighting then he would leave and go back to Washington D.C. where he is from to be with his family. So he just basically abandoned me til he felt like he was ready to talk or come back again. Like I said before I do love this man a lot but I don't deserve his mistreatment or abandonment. I can't take it anymore! It hurts to much and the stress is killing me. I sometimes wish I would have gotten an abortion so I wouldn't have to deal with any of this. This man told me he loved me and wanted to marry me etc. I never thought he was just going to leave. Not when I need him the most. Right now I have nothing for my baby. No clothes, no diapers, no place for her to sleep etc.. I don't even have a car seat or a ride set up for the trip home from the hospital. I just can't wait to have my daughter so that I can go back to working again. All I want is to be a good mother to my children.